Feeling a little peeved.........:0(

I am feeling a little hacked off today, i have lots going on my life and just generally feel a little run down by it all.

The diet is going ok but at times i feel its all i have in life is a diet, i don't particularly have lots of friends who i can go and see for coffee & chim wags. Need to do more in my day i think.........SOCIALISE!!!!

I went to the gym this morning and another user was having her 1st asessment done, 1 of the instructors came out and announced that this lady had done really well.........i have to admit it is pretty amazing........She had lost 1 st 4lb and 19 3/4 inches from her body!!!

In 10 weeks aswell admittedly she isn't as big as me i think she now weighs 12 st 7 lb, any ways she to is doing weight watchers. I am feeling slightly dubious now as on friday i have my 1st asessment, whilst i think i can feel a difference i don't think it will be any where as near a good inch loss as this lady!

I know the weight loss doesn't even come close because i was 15 st 1lb when i began at the gym. Tomorrow is the key weigh in as to how much i have lost in 10 weeks.........bearing in mind i did go on hols and put on a fair chunk only to lose it again lol. I have only done my best though and aslong as i have lost some inches then i will be happy.......Just means now i have to work my ass off for my next assesment which i guess will be due around the first or second week of February which is important as it will not be long til me 30th then.....Eeeeeek i better knuckle down big time then!

1 last thing that im not impressed with......I went to my mum's today and seen this old album on the counter in the kitchen so i opened it up flicked through only to see this picture of my fat head next to my ex's all smiles and everything.....it made me feel so sick.The fact that i even married him, even now if i look at him for to long i feel physically sick...any ways i snatched the picture out of the album and tore it up in anger lol

Any way rant over will be back tomorrow with my weigh in results!!!

Kels x x

Really Motivated at the moment....

Well i havent had the greatest of weeks, after my weigh in on Wednesday i had to go to the doctors on an emergency appointment as i was having really bad pains down below and could feel a rather unpleasant bulge.....:0(  

Found out i had a bad U.T.I and a possible womb prolapse!!!! So have been worrying about it all week the stress is showing as i have been neglecting myself a little and my skin irritation has reared its ugly head!!! Had to make another appt for Thursday just gone as it was t.o.t.m before. Doctor gave me an examination and said it is likely to be a very slight prolapse which often occurs after women have children apparently. So i was pleased it wasn't anything more serious. So been on antibiotics for that and generally feeling down. 

Any ways i got weighed on Wednesday and amazingly to me i lost 1 lb. I am chuffed to bits as that means i am now in the 14's {officially}. 13.5 lb to go to get into the 13's.........and 4 lb til my next silver 7. =0)

Had some really good n.s.v's aswell on friday i went crimbo shopping to spend some money my parents gave me i was determined not to go to evans and i didn't........i went to Dorothy Perkins and got a lovely Purple dressy top for £4!!! Best of all in a size 16.........Yes Yes Yes!!!

Than later the same day at the gym, a lady commented to me how i had lost a lot of weight since she had seen me a few weeks ago and i was looking more toned too. I don't know this lady from adam so it was lovely to know that my loss is showing. i was how ever quite embarrassed by her comment and just managed to reply ohhh, thankyou. I said after to my cousin blimey i didnt know people looked at me. lol. Sounds daft but i thought people concentrated on doing there circuit not me. Obviously i was wrong but it was lovely to hear all the same. =0) 

I went to the gym again today had my usual Saturday sneeky peak.......Seemingly have lost 2lb!!! {14.11}

Yet again i will have to work hard to keep that loss or acheive more.......would be great if i lost 4 lb for my next silver which would be 4 stone loss with ww but 5st 9lb in all!!!

Fingers crossed i lose atall lol

Any ways am off now will be putting a couple of new pics on later or maybe tomorrow. 

Kelly x

Go me.....Woohooooo!

Well i had my weigh in last night am VERY pleased to report a 5lb LOSS!!!!

I am over the moon as i knew id lost a lil but not 5lb :0)........Made my night becuase it means i have finally shifted all my holday weight plus a lil more. 

I am now 15 stone exactly!

Woop Woop! 

I think this planning ahea malarky is good motivation plus the 1 sneeky peak at the gym on a saturday. Definatley fully motivated now. I am aiming to lose another 14 lb by xmas. Which is 6 weigh ins away {23rd} so need a minimum of 2lb a week really to get 12lbs ..........so 14 is going to be a big push!

To be 14 stone by xmas would be great, then i look forward to the next challenge my 30th when i would like to be at least in the 12's!!! 

Bring it on!!!

Yayyyyy me......

Well as promised i'm back to let you kno how it went gym was good felt like i had a good workout. Weighed myself and i was 15 st 4lb so it means i have lost 1lb which means i have to both maintain that loss and still work my ass off to maybe lose another by wednesday.

Let's hope i can manage it, keep your fingers and toes crossed for me please!!

A great time had............

Well i had an Ann summers party last night, it was quite a good laugh. Not many people came, actually non of my friends to be honest lol. Was just my mum, aunt, cousin, cousin's gf & 2 of mum's work mates!!!! 

But that said it was still a laugh. Just goes to show that i'm still not that popular even after leaving school Ha Ha!!! Ahhh well it's ok, the only true friend  a girl needs is her mum! :0) Love you Mum.x

I bought myself a red basque type thing usually costs about £45 but with my 10% discount i got it for £36.90. Got my eye on a purple one similar but as the organiser is a friend of mine she said she will get it for me at a lower price nearer xmas as it is being discontinued. Get in!!! Thanks for that Emma! x

Well i've had a fairly good few days since weigh in, didnt go to the gym last night due to the party so am going to go on sunday as well as today, to catch up on my 4 sessions a week. {Tues,Wed,Fri,Sat}. 

Am weighing myself at the gym today too, they weigh you once a week and i used to have it done on wed evening before weigh in, but i felt like i was cheating lol so i changed it to mid week {weigh in wise} so then i knew i would have to work harder for the rest of the week to lose by the following wednesday or to keep what i had lost off if any....................Does that make sense??? 

Any way my local Leisure centre has reopened its lane pools so as of next week i am going to start going there again stopped just before the 6 week hols as they where re-furbing the roof or somthing. So that will bump up my excercise plus i am going to up my wii gaming aswell. 

When i first started dieting i went on the wii every day for min of 45 mins i don't do that atall any more.  So going to make an extra effort to do that again. I have an array of wii excercising games so i dont really have any excuses.

Will report back later what the gym scales say although to date they have always been in line with the ww ones at my meeting!!!! 

So fingers crossed i've lost at least 1/2 lb lol Although i do hate those 1/2's :0) 

x x Kels x x

Weigh in went well!!!

Well i went to weigh in tonight as i usually do on a wednesday, and am pleased to report a 1.5lb loss. Which is good considering i put that much on the week before lol. So am now 

15 st 5 lb {AGAIN!!}

If i keep going at the same rate as i have for the last week i should be good for that lovely dress i so want to wear this christmas. Has some great news today for the first time in about 6 years my mum actually has christmas off, so long as the other cook doesn't now pull a sicky or hand in her notice .Which fingers crossed will not happen. I love christmas and it will be different this year as there have been a few changes in the family with living arrangements. Know doubt it will be good either way. As it will be with the people i love the most my 3 gorgeous daughters!! :0)

Any way i hope to lose another 1-2 lb next week as i am starting another challenge that runs from 9th november though to and inclusive of the 4th january 2010 {9 weigh ins}

So that said i am estimating my loss to be between 9 and 18 lb. Realistically i am going to aim for 9lb though. fingers crossed i do it!!!

I sooooooo want this now more than ever........please be kind to me next week scales!!!